Minggu, 11 September 2011

Syukurlah.. :)

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Hallo hallo Photobucket
aku balik lagi di dunia maya stlah bbrapa hari ngilang di dunia nyata. http://www.emocutez.com
pengen curhat singkat ni. sebenarnya gk penting sih, tpi berhubung aku kehabisan ide postingan dan akan berdampak pada ketidak updatenya blog aku, mending aku cerita aj ya. Photobucket

Jadi gini,
selama bbrpa hari hilangnya aku dari dunia maya itu bukan tanpa sebab, melainkan karena jaringan kartu modemku yang error.
sebenarnya sih, pertama kali yang mengetahui jaringannya error itu adek aku.
Karena keluarga pada keluar rumah, jadi dia sendirian di rumah karena dia baru pulang pas kita semua udh pergi.
nahh.. karena kesepian, dan ketakutan karena terbawa pikiran tntang cerita2 horror yang dia baca di tweetnya makhluk halus indonesia yg pling hot ---> si @poconggg http://www.emocutez.com
dia memutuskan untuk menyibukkan pikirannya dengan online. Eh, tpi pas mau connect ke server yang biasanya langsung terhubung, kali ini enggak bisa. Dengan penuh semangat dia mencoba kembali, masih enggak jadi.. dia masih sabar, jdi dia berinisiatif untuk mencoba lagi, namun hasilnya nihil. Dengan agak kesal sekalian ketakutan sekali lagi dia menaruh harapan untuk mencoba lagi, dan akhirnya jreeng jreenngg Photobucket ............................. gagal juga Photobucket ..dia pikir modemnya rusak.

nahh.. pas kita udh pulang dia langsung cerita, ktnya kok gk jdi2 online yah kak? aku pun tersentak, dlm pikiranku, ah mgkn modemnya gk cocok ajah ama dia (??) terus aku coba online, kan modemnya suka sama aku, jadi mana mungkin dia gk mau terhubung :* ......... (Photobucket)
pertama aku msh optimis, aku pasang modemnya, terus connect ke server, dann.............. gk jadi....
aku coba lagi, gk jadi lagi, dicoba lagi, ttp gk jadi, akhirnya pasrah juga....... smbil nyandar di kursi aku tatap layar monitornya merenung sejenak dan niat cba besok hari....

besok harinya aku coba lagi, setelah sekian bnyak percobaan ku adek aku bilang gini, "kak, kalo so bgini kage tu modem so rusak" (dlm bhsa manado) TERJEMAHAN --> "kak, kalau udh gini, mgkn modemnya udh rusak"

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jangan aaaahh, jangan donggg, jangan yaah, masa gituu siih??
modem ini setengah jiwa aku, selama 5 bulan liburan aku masih hidup karena modem ini cma modem ini yg memberikan penghiburan ditengah2 kebosananku dirumah (karena aku tipe orang yang indoor aku gk terlalu suka jalan2). gk ada modem = TIDAK ADA INTERNET.. oh noo Photobucket
tpi aku ttp optimis, ahh masa sih modemnya rusak, gk mungkin ah, kan aku udh rawat dia dengan baik, aku coba2 lagi, namun percobaan ttp gagal....
maka....
aku cabut modemnya, dan matikan laptopnya dan tiduran....
karena galau, aku pinjem bb adek aku, terus coba online, facebook, tpi jaringannya parah, smpai2 gk bisa konek bbm juga loading bgt, jdi aku pun tiduran lagi.
karena pasrah sekaligus BT aku gk online 2 hari (menurut aku dua hari itu wktu yang lama Photobucket )

nah.. tepatnya hari ini, aku mendadak mendapatkan pencerahan dan keoptimisan aku kembali, setelah dipikir2 bbrpa hri lalu pas aku coba online lewat hp adek aku, gk bisa terhubung ke internet, bbm juga payah, mgkn sama kyk modem aku yah? *baru sadar*

lalu aku coba lagi, berharap jadi, wktu aku pasang modem, terus connect, agak lama terhubungnya mgkin dia lagi mancing aku ya http://www.emocutez.com sdikit ggup jga sih, tpi kemudian tertulis "authenticated" yang artinya "terhubung", belum puas, aku coba akses facebook aku, wah ternyata bisa, yang lalunya selalu muncul "try again" nya skrg bisa.
uhuuuyyyy.. Seneng bgt :')
ternyata modem aku emang gk rusak. syukurlah aku akan bisa tetap kuliah (???)

hmmm.. emg bener ya kata tmen2 aku, aku kadang2 bisa pintar bgt, bisa juga jadi loading dan oon bgt.
masa hanya gitu ajah aku kepikiran modemnya rusak? kan modemnya syg sama aku :*

sekian.

Kamis, 08 September 2011

Camping! August 28- August 31

Hello! Photobucket

well, I would like to post about my recent camp that I follow, it's fun, besides the not too fun programs, many youth from my church join this camp so it turns out to be great http://www.emocutez.com

actually I wanted to post this earlier but i'm just too lazy to do that hehe..
but now i want to post it right away cause if I keep on delaying it, later i will forget to post this cause i am quite bad in remembering things ukh.. Photobucket

here are the pics that I took when we're there
uhuuy~
http://www.emocutez.com

Setting up some of the tents, tired but fun XD

Look at these morning faces, sleepy and tired after setting up all of the tents haha

KLABERSS! (that's our yell at camp btw)

Our tent location uhuuy~

The pond in front of our tent, beautifull, feels like to splash into the water (hohooo)

 Cooking time XD (nb: in this camp our daily food have to be self cooked :') )

Pose posee!

 eee.. what is this pic doing here?




Camp is over, *sigh* time to pack up and go home :(

Here are some of our church's youth :D

I have fun in this camp, unfortunately this is probably the last camp i will attend before my departure going to college *sigh*, there's another camp next month but maybe i can't join that cause i will be at dorm already.. arrrrrrr.....
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http://www.emocutez.com
depressed............

oh well, what to do.
what's important is that i got many experiences in this camp, meet new ppl, and know the youth in my church better than before. oh and especially new memories to remember :D

haaa..
maybe i'll just sit back for a while and reminiscing that time http://www.emocutez.com  

Senin, 05 September 2011

Be Grateful :)

Sometimes I stop and think,
what exactly this life would give me?

I trusted people, but they just let me down
I hope for a better family situation, but it doesn't turned out right
Many friends showed their true side and leave me when they've got what they want from me

But then, I see that what am I dealing right now is much more easier than other ppls burden.
At least I still got some ppl that encourage me, a shelter where I can reside

I've come to realize that there aren't such things as perfect conditions in the world
You can't have all the happy things in your life, sometimes all you need is problems where you can learn from and grew strong from it.

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Yiruma - Kiss the Rain Lyric

Hai haii :D
As you can see that my last post was about my thought about this song, and I would like to share with you guys what are the lyric to this beatiful song. enjoy :)

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be 
To one to wipe my tears
The one to say that you would never leave 

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
One that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

So why am I still here in the rain

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Kamis, 25 Agustus 2011

Such A Beautiful Piece Yiruma - Kiss the Rain

Hellooo..
hmm.. i suck at the opening thingy so i'll just go straight to the point hehe..
well i've been listening to this song for quite a while and i find it so hard to stop listening to it, it's a beautiful piece by Yiruma.
I start liking his songs when my friend played it for me, but that time i didn't know the song's title so i kept on searching on the net and at last i found it. I'm so happy to be able to hear this song again.
This song somehow makes my heart really light and comfort, but at the same time bring the sadness out from me.

I found that this song's meaning is really deep, from my point of view it's about a guy or a girl, eeee we'll make it a girl this time :D
well this girl that's really in love in this boy, and it seems that they are already a couple, but it looks like that this boy doesn't love her truly cause in the lyric it says that "But how can you love me like i loved you when you can't even look me straight in my eyes"
In the end this boy leaves the girl, but she still have a strong feeling to this boy, she's left there alone in sadness and still caught in the memory of both of them and it really hurts her feelings. Cause from the first time the one who really had a feeling in that relationship is the girl while the boy is maybe faking his feeling. sad

well, here is the song, I hope you guys can enjoy this beautiful piece :)


 
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